Well... I am not sure even where to begin. Almost 14 yrs ago we brought home a not so little fur ball and named him Zeus, we knew he was going to be big, after all what choice would a dog that was 50% Black Lab and 50% Great Pyrenees have but too be large. And he was not only large he was larger than life. Zeus had the best disposition of any animal I have ever known or seen, he was a lover of both animal and human.
With our kids he was the greatest, he was a friend and a protector, he loved and watched over each one of them. I generally am the last one to go to sleep in the house, I think it is the dad in me, I don't know. There where many of nights when Zeus would get up look over to me and the wife to make sure we where alright and he would make his rounds. He would check on each kid and make a trip or two around the house to make sure all was right and in order and then he would return and lay down and take his place by my side.
For the past few months he has been down with degenerative arthritis of the hips and in the past month he has not been able to get up on his own and has relied on us to help him up so he could go out or get some food and we were happy to oblige since he has always been there for us.
Yesterday, my friend began to passing blood in his urine and this morning we had to put him to sleep as he was now in pain and not even able to woof. And you have to know Zeus to appreciate the bark because it was not just a bark or a yap, it was a WOOF, one that would bring fear in your heat just when he wanted to say hello.
The lady where I work offered to allow us to bury him on her farm since we could not afford to have him cremated. Thanks to our neighbor for going with me and helping me dig the hole and place Zeus in and gently cover him up. Zeus now rests under a beautiful Oak tree, in a pasture where I am sure if he were still alive he would have loved to run and play.
I hated to say good-bye, I hated it when my wife's dog Willy passed away in 2007 and once again I hated to say good-bye. I hate it for my kids who have all grown up with Zeus, so please pray with me for them that they are able to share their pain, share their feelings, their grief and their sense of loss, and pray that they will be able to share the love and memories that they have a of the greatest friend (wife not included) and dog I have ever had or known. Lastly pray that in this they would find peace and comfort from their family and friends and that we would all enjoy and cherish our treasured memories of Zeus who was more than "just a dog" he was one of a kind and a member of the family who we will all miss greatly.
Coming home will never be the same again, Zeus we love you and we will always miss you!
Monday, December 08, 2008
I hated to say good-bye
Written by Steven on Monday, December 08, 2008
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Steven, I don't know what to say i know how much it hurts to lose your best friend(you not included), how it is to come home and him not be here but just remember the good times how he and Willy used to run and play and how he would come and nudge you to get you to pet him. All I can say is I'm sorry babe and I love you.
ReplyDeleteMarlo
I love you too! I am so thankful to God for our memories, even though sometimes they hurt, but there are always happy ones and I can still picture them chasing each other. Or times when Willy would not want to play or Zeus and you could just say "Get Him" to the other and bam he was gone like he was shot from a canon and they would make each other play. They were a great pair. I love you baby and I am glad that I am able to have you in my life.
ReplyDeleteSteve and Marlo,
ReplyDeleteI finally found your blog again. I just wanted you to know that you are right Zeus was not like any other dog, I wonder if he even knew he wasn't human. I remember that he scared me at first and then jumped on my lap. We loved Zeus to. I will be praying that you all will find that the sweet memories of him help get through the days when you miss him most.
I too am grateful for the wonderful place where he is buried. I hope you find peace when you visit him.
We love ya'll and have cool memories of both Willy and Zeus.
Both funny, and loving creatures in their own rights....but Willy never jumped in my lap.
Love you much
Diana